[oom] A cellar

[vojvode]

His eyes open in the darkness, listening.  There's a woman's voice, singing.

"Elizabeta?" 

No. 

No, she is gone.  Lost to him, for all eternity. 

No it is someone else.

Rae.

He can hear her humming as she works, even from such a great distance.  It draws him up from the earth, draws him out of torpor and towards the light.  He is a moth to her flame.   She calls and he answers.   It should be as simple as breathing, as night following day, but no.  He knows better.

Still, he moves, seeking her in the darkness.

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[vojvode]

He feels the wince more than sees it, and for some reason it pains him even more than the hunger coursing through his skin.

"You have no reason to show me such kindness. And yet, you have. Please, do not think me ungrateful."

[sunbaked_baker]

"You're hurting," she says, quietly. "I make good food because people feel better when they have good food. Feeding people is what I do, to help them hurt less." To make the world a little brighter, and the night a little less cold. "It's how I identify myself, as a feeder of people."

"You're no less deserving, no matter what else you've done."

She just can't feed him. It leaves her at a loss for what to do. Now she knows how Con felt, a little, when he despaired over being unable to feed her, his guest, because he kept no human food in his earth-place.

[vojvode]

Her words make him turn and lift his gaze to her face.

"You believe I still have the capacity for pain. How strangely reassuring. That one such as yourself could believe such a thing, about me."

He does not loom, does not move into her space, though it is a close thing.

[sunbaked_baker]

"Yeah, well," she says, looking away, her fingers fidgeting with her apron. "I've been finding out that a lot of what I thought was true actually wasn't, lately."

That vampires may in fact be people, with emotions other than bloodlifelust and relationships with others that extend beyond the traditional one of bloody murder, is just one of them.

[vojvode]

A long silence hangs between them. When he speaks, the shadows roil behind him but his voice is free of any compulsion.







"Feed me, Rae."

[sunbaked_baker]

(Her doe stands at the edge of the wood, her brown-furred back dappled with leaf-shadows and patches of bright sunlight. She lifts her head, acknowledging her oncoming death, accepting it.)

But Rae is human. Or close enough to one.

"I can't," she says quietly, her voice catching. He's already rejected her offering. More than that, she cannot give.

[vojvode]

He moves with a preternatural speed, so quickly the eye finds it impossible to follow.

His hand closes around her wrist, his touch as light as a feather. His voice gravels with the effort. He does not have to ask. He is a predator by nature. He could simply reach out and take what he needs. And yet, here he is.



"You just told me, it is what you do. And I am -- hungry."

[sunbaked_baker]

Her not-quite-human eyesight catches the movement, but that does nothing to help her slow human reflexes react in time. She tries to pull away, but the grip on her wrist, as light as it is, might as well be an iron shackle.

They've been here before.

"I... I can't," Rae shakes her head, barely-restrained panic in her mind and in her eyes. What could she say? She couldn't send him to other patrons of the bar, setting them in his path instead of her. She's seen the results of such meetings on some of her friends' faces and necks, after having unwillingly sated the vampire's thirst.

"You could... you could try the bar."

[vojvode]

His brow furrows, at first in anger and then, the expression softens into confusion. He lets her pull away from his grip, fixing his talons back in the wood.

"Have you gone mad?"

[sunbaked_baker]

Let go, she backs up, putting space between them that she knows only serves to give herself a false sense of safety. She wasn't expecting his advance, only so shortly after her trying to offer him comfort for the loss that obviously still burns.

"Probably," she says, but not because of her suggestion about the bar. Rather, because she's still here in the first place. Rae is only just restraining the urge to rub at her wrist. "I've heard that you can order anything from the Bar, the... counter, since it's magic and serves orders by itself, though I don't know how. I was told you could get anything, apart from weapons and drugs, so maybe..."

[vojvode]

"Blood. I require blood. Fresh. I cannot drink from a corpse."

He's staring at the counter top now, his jaw clenching and unclenching.

"And there are those in the main hall who would rather see me dead than dine with me."

[sunbaked_baker]

"Is it worth a try, though?" she asks, still hesitant to look at him, on the off chance of catching his gaze.

"If... if it doesn't work, if you can't get what you need from the Bar, then fine."

She'll offer.

[vojvode]

There is a low rumble in his throat, a savage dark sound that echoes throughout the kitchens. He pushes away from the counter and stalks away from her.

"Humiliation upon humiliation."

[sunbaked_baker]

"I'm sorry," she says, quickly. It's not what he's used to, she understands that. But she's not going to suggest someone else go in her place, just to save her neck.

And if it works, she wouldn't have to feel that horrible sinking feeling each time she comes across another person who has been bitten; he wouldn't have to worry about Security hounding him as they have been.

And if it doesn't work...

Rae's voice shakes. "I can... I can go get it for you, if you'd rather."

[vojvode]

Again he looks up at her, that same unholy fire burning in his eyes. He does not cease his restless pacing, almost as if he is keeping the counter between them.

"That would suit your calling, wouldn't it?" There is a hint of a sneer in his voice, but she might recognise it for the truth, the snarl of a cornered and wounded animal.

"You would leave, and I would wait. And you would come back with the constabulary, believing me weak." Her thoughts feel the dark shadow of his mind like a storm cloud passing in front of the sun.

[sunbaked_baker]

Uneasy as she is in his presence, Rae has to stop herself from grinding her teeth at his sneer. The dark shadow of his mind takes the smile from her face, her look darkening.

"My calling is giving people food," she says, short.

"Do you really think I'd go on the pretext of getting you sustenance, and bring back Security? Or are you just saying that?" Just saying it because he hurts and feels the need to cause others pain in turn. She knows that feeling. She's on intimate terms with that feeling. "Because I don't like the insinuation that you're making." So soon after she was feeling sorry for him.

"If I brought 'the constabulary' to you at all, it'd be because I figure you could use a square meal, not because I'm selling you out." And like hell is she so delusional as to think him weak.

Just confusing and terrifying and sometimes bloody infuriating.

[vojvode]

She is magnificent in her defiance, and he wants so much just to reach out with his mind and bend her to his will. She could be his, fawning on her knees before him, just another lamb for the slaughter. He could have her, body and soul, and just be done with it. There is another long silence as he gazes at her, envisioning this very possibility.





Eventually, the predatory look fades. That is not what he wants.




"Give me your word."

[sunbaked_baker]

"You have my word," she says, meeting his gaze and not looking away.

Forgive her if she'd rather not have to sign in blood, thanks.

[vojvode]

He revels in the directness of her gaze, drawing himself up to his full height. His chin dips in a stately gesture, a concession of a sort.

"Go then. I shall be here when you return."

Like some sort of tamed beast, waiting for his mistress. Bound again by the rules of hospitality. Pathetic.